September 1st, 2007

Time: 07:07 pm

2 years 6 months and four days...and it hurts. its funny how empty it feels.

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November 9th, 2006

Current Music: him Time: 08:31 pm Current Mood: depressed

i just want to know how.... how could you let this happen its all i think about im scared so fucking scared for you...for us. please be okay after this please... this is about all the hurt i can take... thank god for my buddy kyle :)

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June 9th, 2005

Current Music: rocky votolato suicide medicine Subject: fuck Time: 01:52 pm Current Mood: confused

whats more important living for what you want or living for what you know is right?

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March 31st, 2005

Time: 12:25 pm

yesterday was awsome california here we come.

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February 19th, 2005

Subject: yay! Time: 01:10 pm

i just graduated high school.

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February 11th, 2005

Subject: woop Time: 12:07 pm

last night i went to see gavin degraw. and michael tolcher. much much fun. michael tolcher is freaking cool. he called me doll face. gavin degraw said hed come party with me lol. hes such a nice guy. i would post the pic of me and him but. i cant. <3 all. last night was great

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February 7th, 2005

Current Music: sorry about dresden Subject: *sigh* Time: 11:13 pm Current Mood: annoyed

how ive been replaced...yet again. by you...yet again. days are full of waiting for people to come and go...it semes to me that i never stop moving. i need to get out from inbetween these concrete slabs of fake nature. europe sounds good to me. cups of coffe and finger snapping. oh the irony.

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January 31st, 2005

Subject: i love Time: 03:11 pm

i love going falling into bushes. i love taking pictures in the jungle. i love santamonica i love being random and going to westwood i love meeting new people i lvoe trying on sombraros i love smelling liek a sexy guy i love talking about sex in a car with neon lights i love going in a pool and still tlakign abotu sex i love chillen in the hott sauna and tlakign about hatricks.3xhot lol i love playing chess and losing i love having shotgun i love trying to benchpress i love playing rock paper sissors i love being under the influence i love brooms i love balls. i love playing broom ball i love thinking its snowing i love eating ice cream at an ice rink i love tlakign to childhood friends and i love tkaign pictures with my love! ( Read more... )

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January 21st, 2005

Current Music: the dresden dolls Subject: LAST NIGHT Time: 03:08 pm Current Mood: bouncy

okay so yea last night was sooooooo fun mullen and kyle came down. we went to karlenes.. lol kinda fun..kinda annoying but then it got cool we went to go get allison. then we ate and went to her house thennnn we went to the movies and then to the bridge to golf and then to the park and then to vets park...so many pictures of our great time... eee best ngiht in a long time...♥ i dont care anymore their opinions dont matter. i love beign short. i will post the pics in here soon. sfgjkladfbgvajd;kfgh i wish i were still over it but im not..im getting there all i need is this soo yea.. hopfully it will happen.

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January 20th, 2005

Current Music: the dresden dolls. Subject: okay so. Time: 02:07 pm Current Mood: curious

yea, tonight should be interesting...mullen is comign down with kyle i cant wait. miniture golf or maybe bowling. yeaya! finally he he he its the cure for what i have. do you wanna take me on?

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January 19th, 2005

Subject: ugh.. Time: 02:29 pm

it sucks having feelings for somethign that you wont admit you have feeligns for.

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January 17th, 2005

Subject: my very fun weekend Time: 01:25 pm

i havnt had one of these weekends in a long time. friday. ryans ryans parents bathroom lol j and the b going to get nick. beverly hills back to ryans. trying to find a highland park party. westwood. hookah bar at 2 in the morning. back to karlenes. sat. travis's thast all i can remember. lol. sunday. some guys hous ein playa del rey. almost being raped by a 23 year old guy lol home... fuckign good weekend i just wish i were over it and im not. id give anythign to do that again.

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January 13th, 2005

Subject: pictures Time: 01:26 pm

so the show last ngiht was soooo fun...i really really liek emery alot more then i did. i lovew misery signals and im glad they played. and of course 18 visions was amazing. ( Read more... )

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January 6th, 2005

Subject: YES STREET FIGHTER...if you liek pina colada or being caught in the rain. Time: 10:00 pm

dman boy you dont gotta lie to kick it....i wont revoke your kick it ticket!!

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January 5th, 2005

Time: 12:15 pm

new pics on myspace check it out http://profiles.myspace.com/users/2483601

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January 4th, 2005

Time: 11:22 pm

i have my own two cupids...lol i love you guys and thnaks... cant wait till san fran...so exited! <33 im glad i have you

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Time: 02:30 pm

WTF IS WRONG WITH ME wtf wtf wtf wtf... i dont get it iwas something i did and everyone fcking knows it. i dont get it JUST TELL ME THE TRUTH i fuckign hate you!!! why did you do this.. just another fucking dissapoint ment is anything in my life ever going to fucking fall trough????? i dont get it and your friends fucking suck how fucking dare you... honestly how fucking dare you.

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January 3rd, 2005

Subject: RUT ROW Time: 07:54 pm

okay so maybe things are going to be better then i thought the only thing is that they arnt the worst so they can defitly become worse...if that made any sence at all...it did in my head. i am gratful for everything you guys have done becuase i havnt had that in a long time...no wait i mean ever..even with them i didnt have this. i hope it never ends. i love you and you knwo that. you guys make me fele happy again...even tho you have an emo effect on me... no wait im not emo IM HARDCORE! haha jk.. cant wait till next time ...two nights in san fran...so stoaked. get ready you guys!

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January 2nd, 2005

Subject: im a magician give me a quarter Time: 06:00 pm

the only reason i had all i did was you. and now i dont have you so i dont have anything! im not tlaking about it in a way that i am sad becuae of you im am talking about it in a way that i am sad i am losing everything including you. you him and her! i still know you! i still enjoy your company! i dont want you to never hang around again. that would be terrible becuase then i would never hang around anyone again. i dont want you to lie. i want you around. your the only reason i ever started hanging around. im not scared of losing YOU im scared that ill be alone again. with no one not even them. one thing WHAT CHANGED??? it certintly wasnt me.

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January 1st, 2005

Time: 07:23 pm

ya win some you lose some in this case. i lose. dont worry i know not to trip potato chip... RUUUUUUUUUUUUT ROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOWWWWWWWWWW

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