you wanna roll in my 6 fo

Sun, 02 Sep 2007 02:06:25 GMT

2 years 6 months and four days...and it hurts.
its funny how empty it feels.

Fri, 10 Nov 2006 01:31:14 GMT

i just want to know how.... how could you let this happen

its all i think about im scared so fucking scared for you...for us.

please be okay after this please...

this is about all the hurt i can take...

thank god for my buddy kyle :)

fuck

Thu, 09 Jun 2005 19:07:52 GMT

whats more important living for what you want or living for what you know is right?

Thu, 31 Mar 2005 20:23:44 GMT

yesterday was awsome

california here we come.

yay!

Sat, 19 Feb 2005 21:09:07 GMT

i just graduated high school.

woop

Fri, 11 Feb 2005 20:10:05 GMT

last night i went to see gavin degraw. and michael tolcher.

much much fun.
michael tolcher is freaking cool. he called me doll face.
gavin degraw said hed come party with me lol. hes such a nice guy. i would post the pic of me and him but. i cant.

<3 all.

last night was great

sigh

Tue, 08 Feb 2005 07:17:53 GMT

how ive been replaced...yet again. by you...yet again.

days are full of waiting for people to come and go...it semes to me that i never stop moving.
i need to get out from inbetween these concrete slabs of fake nature.

europe sounds good to me.
cups of coffe and finger snapping.

oh the irony.

i love

Mon, 31 Jan 2005 23:34:17 GMT

i love going falling into bushes.
i love taking pictures in the jungle.
i love santamonica
i love being random and going to westwood
i love meeting new people
i lvoe trying on sombraros
i love smelling liek a sexy guy
i love talking about sex in a car with neon lights
i love going in a pool and still tlakign abotu sex
i love chillen in the hott sauna and tlakign about hatricks.3xhot lol
i love playing chess and losing
i love having shotgun
i love trying to benchpress
i love playing rock paper sissors
i love being under the influence
i love brooms
i love balls.
i love playing broom ball
i love thinking its snowing
i love eating ice cream at an ice rink
i love tlakign to childhood friends
and i love tkaign pictures with my love!

LAST NIGHT

Fri, 21 Jan 2005 23:13:35 GMT

okay so yea last night was sooooooo fun

mullen and kyle came down.
we went to karlenes.. lol kinda fun..kinda annoying but then it got cool
we went to go get allison.
then we ate and went to her house
thennnn we went to the movies and then to the bridge to golf and then to the park and then to vets park...so many pictures of our great time...

eee best ngiht in a long time...♥
i dont care anymore their opinions dont matter.

i love beign short.

i will post the pics in here soon.

sfgjkladfbgvajd;kfgh i wish i were still over it but im not..im getting there all i need is this soo yea.. hopfully it will happen.

okay so.

Thu, 20 Jan 2005 22:09:27 GMT

yea, tonight should be interesting...mullen is comign down with kyle i cant wait.
miniture golf or maybe bowling.

yeaya!

finally he he he

its the cure for what i have.

do you wanna take me on?

ugh..

Wed, 19 Jan 2005 22:30:32 GMT

it sucks having feelings for somethign that you wont admit you have feeligns for.

my very fun weekend

Mon, 17 Jan 2005 21:30:42 GMT

i havnt had one of these weekends in a long time.

friday.

ryans
ryans parents bathroom lol
j and the b
going to get nick.
beverly hills
back to ryans.
trying to find a highland park party.
westwood.
hookah bar at 2 in the morning.
back to karlenes.

sat.

travis's
thast all i can remember. lol.

sunday.

some guys hous ein playa del rey.
almost being raped by a 23 year old guy lol
home...

fuckign good weekend i just wish i were over it and im not. id give anythign to do that again.

pictures

Thu, 13 Jan 2005 21:35:50 GMT

so the show last ngiht was soooo fun...i really really liek emery alot more then i did. i lovew misery signals and im glad they played.
and of course 18 visions was amazing.

YES STREET FIGHTER...if you liek pina colada or being caught in the rain.

Fri, 07 Jan 2005 06:01:07 GMT

dman boy you dont gotta lie to kick it....i wont revoke your kick it ticket!!

Wed, 05 Jan 2005 20:16:37 GMT

new pics on myspace check it out

http://profiles.myspace.com/users/2483601

Wed, 05 Jan 2005 07:22:47 GMT

i have my own two cupids...lol i love you guys and thnaks...

cant wait till san fran...so exited!

<33 im glad i have you

Tue, 04 Jan 2005 22:32:21 GMT

WTF IS WRONG WITH ME wtf wtf wtf wtf...

i dont get it iwas something i did and everyone fcking knows it. i dont get it JUST TELL ME THE TRUTH i fuckign hate you!!! why did you do this.. just another fucking dissapoint ment is anything in my life ever going to fucking fall trough????? i dont get it and your friends fucking suck

how fucking dare you... honestly how fucking dare you.

RUT ROW

Tue, 04 Jan 2005 04:06:39 GMT

okay so maybe things are going to be better then i thought the only thing is that they arnt the worst so they can defitly become worse...if that made any sence at all...it did in my head.

i am gratful for everything you guys have done becuase i havnt had that in a long time...no wait i mean ever..even with them i didnt have this.

i hope it never ends. i love you and you knwo that.

you guys make me fele happy again...even tho you have an emo effect on me... no wait im not emo IM HARDCORE! haha jk..

cant wait till next time ...two nights in san fran...so stoaked. get ready you guys!

im a magician give me a quarter

Mon, 03 Jan 2005 02:00:15 GMT

the only reason i had all i did was you. and now i dont have you so i dont have anything!

im not tlaking about it in a way that i am sad becuae of you im am talking about it in a way that i am sad i am losing everything including you. you him and her!

i still know you! i still enjoy your company! i dont want you to never hang around again. that would be terrible becuase then i would never hang around anyone again.

i dont want you to lie. i want you around.

your the only reason i ever started hanging around.

im not scared of losing YOU im scared that ill be alone again. with no one not even them.

one thing WHAT CHANGED??? it certintly wasnt me.

Sun, 02 Jan 2005 03:24:40 GMT

ya win some you lose some in this case. i lose.

dont worry i know not to trip potato chip...

RUUUUUUUUUUUUT ROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOWWWWWWWWWW

what a new years

Sun, 02 Jan 2005 00:49:10 GMT

OKay sooo my new years was awsoem
ROAD TRIP STYLE

kyle and chris get me at 230 and we head to get allsion to go to sna diego

get allison and we stop in san clamente to eat...only we find a sex shop instead.

cheyenne get me this cheyene hold that cheyenne can i have this! front seat sucks.

traffic doesnt hit till 30 miles from san diego..MAGICAL SPEED LIMIT 35!!!!

find a hotel and get a room... "two kings"

get ready only to be an hour late for the show.

see sam awwww what a cutieee.

chris gets jelous. then doesnt feel good. then goes to sleep...lol what a guy.

See the best bands in the world and bought liek 6 shirts and two sweat shirts. 2throwdown 2bleedingthrough 1.eighteenvisions

go back to the hotel. gets ready for bed. allison and kyle woke me and chris up 4 times.

trouble sleeping and i keep waking up. wishing something was different.

wake up at 10...to early and tlak to chris with the fro and allsion and kyle.

fucking pillow firght. chris can life me with one arm. aw<3

aliison: lets get doughnuts.KYLE: i want real food. CHris: doughnuts are real food theyre called HOSTESS!!!

get of at la jolla no idea where were going "the road trip from hell" finally find jack in the box.

pitcha time! "YOU WANNA COOKIE?!?!?! WELL YOUR IN DEBT COOKIES YOU OWE US COOKIES!" LOL

me and chris being oblivious to everything.

the ride home....tickle fights leaving me and allison at a shoe store that was really ghetto. kyle doing the life aqutic dance

allsion got a new car. chris and me fighting over a chair for an hour more tickle fights and controlled gleeking...arg

my new years was sooo fucking exiteing i hope all of you had a good one too!
alli i hope you had a good bday and i love you...
i cant wait for the next show with them hilarios peopel they are i love them all.

Thu, 30 Dec 2004 18:52:41 GMT

yesterday.
pooring rain
stephs house
mall
"dying"
trying to be ghetto

last night.
crying.(not me)
then being happy
chris and kyle
movies
walking
couch at the mall
the life aqutic that i didnt see at all lol
being so very uncomfterable
sleeping in the movies<33333333
mcdonalds
bro hos

my movie. tomarrow will be the ngiht of all nights.

Wed, 29 Dec 2004 04:57:25 GMT

Man I am so exited. 3 days.

atreyu
as i lay dying
throwdown
terror
underminded
and alot more.

fucking stoaked.

Sun, 26 Dec 2004 04:52:38 GMT

aw...<3

Sat, 25 Dec 2004 04:22:42 GMT

okay so for once im going to write what is on my mind. i hate this christmas.
i miss my firneds i hate getting used to people. being comfterable around peopel is what i lived for ad now i cant eat or tlak to anyone ever. it bugs the fuck out of me. i hate how i say somethign and feel stupid. i dont liek you. i mena i do but i just cant.
why is it so hard to realize i made a mistake. i dont understand. im sorry to all of you
i want it to be new years so i can get the fuck out with the people who make me un comfterable.
i am having a bad chritmas and so far a bad year its starting to look up. i do liek my life
me and my bro are getting along its nice. its just i dont have friends who are close and it just makes me feel alone even tho im not.
i want it to be new years. i cant wait.
waiting for midnight and counting!